Obviously I’m not gonna tell you how I feel , Last time I did that , I got hurt , And what makes me think that you’re not like the rest ? What because you stuck around ? Doesn’t prove shit through lies , And I can already tell you’re getting sick of me , So how about I just leave you alone , Being together with me is like a job , And I know you need a vacation , So many pretty girls . Besides I get mad at you for everything and in reality , I’ve hidden worse things from you , Way worse , things I can probably never come clean to you about , And then one of my closest friends is trying to tell me every reason I shouldn’t be with you , And Its like wow , All this and the fact that I’m still here amazes me , But I never stick around , ever . So you’re just setting yourself up for heart break and so am I , Were both already attached , and that makes it worse , After everything we went through how can you trust me to not break your heart ? That’s just stupid . And the fact that I even changed for you puts me in a position I don’t even like . I was a hit and run kind or girl , And I loved it , Now I have this serious relationship I don’t even know how to respond to , So maybe If I pretend like I lost interest I’ll spare myself and you from the heart ache waiting to come , Obviously , I don’t know how to keep a relationship like this , I’m not faithful or honest , Nothing , And I’m fucking up something perfect for me up , I just don’t deserve it I guess . its whatever now .